Not good
Mood:  spacey
Topic: Life update
Today was bad... I spent all morning either in bed or in the toilet... I dont know what was wrong but i was sick loads. I didnt even realise i could get that ill. I ended up going to the doctors late afternoon. so now im all drugged up. feel woozie.

Lets see what tomorrow brings shall we?

Not sure what to think!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Doves - Catch the sun
Topic: Life update
Im not sure what to think. This morning i got up early cause I had to be in work for 7:15... not a problem, had an early shower, as you do and said hello to Mark as he went in the bathroom after me. When I was ready I went down stairs and put some toast on. So as Im sitting here looking at MTV2, mark walks past and I say, "Hows it going, what are you up to tonight..."
I expected a short answer, something informative about his plans for Friday night.... But I didnt get that, instead I got this:
"...I dont mean to be rude, But, I need more space... when I get up in the morning or come home from work I dont want to have a chat, maybe a hello. But thats it...!"
Bloody hell, me thinks... I was quite surprised to be honest. I hadnt expected it. What would you say to that, I just said ok.. and finished my toast. I mean its not like I ask awkward questions or anything, but god... I am living with the guy, he must expect some sort of banter or partial comunication between us both. Ive lived here for a good few months now and I hardly know the guy. fair enough, we are hardly ever in at the same time, but there is always an awkwardness on my part, I dont want to just exist in the same house as him, I'd like to have a little cross comunication. Well, obviously thats not going to be happening now is it.
Well thats that then.

Yesterday was good, I was emailing Katie and Nikki most of the day... Nikki mostly. She's good, I like Nikki, Ive got alot of respect for the girl. Plus she makes me laugh. Katie is good to, We havent really seen each other since I left Carlisle, but we are still close.
Last night I asked Lyns if she facied having a drink and maybe a game of billiards... she accepted, lol coarse she did... so we went to the white heart in woodford bridge. It was funny, she beat me twice, and it was only on the lucky break that i pulled it back to 2-2! I fear my skills might need a bit more practice. And we all know what practice makes!
i wonder how my Dad is...mmmm... a call might be in order. Might go see the old man this weekend to, see how Muppet is doing while im there, play for a while. So wghat are the faithfull doing tonight? well, what are you doing?
Whats Kiran up to? Leanne... what you up to?
Im not sure who else reads this but hey.... lyns maybe, Katie read it the other day to. I dont know. hey tell you what why dont youi all drop me an email and say if you like the blog and if not, just say that you visit, I'd like to know who is out there, reading my bits and bobs... after all, its for you that i do this!
email me at this addy:
gary.cashman@btopenworld.com

Has anyone seem that film, The Bourne Identity? Its class, anyways the sequal is coming to a silver screen near you soon. Check out The Bourne Supremacy from this link. It looks better than its predecessor. If you like that sort of thing, and you should cause its class! Muppets! lol
So what else has been happening to this here Mr man. Well, on wednesday i signed up for a new broadband service. Bulldog is a serice provider which greatly impressed me, not just for their price but cause they do actually provide a 4Mbps serice... wich shits bricks over the others like BT and AOL. Im soon going to be a 1Mbps user with a shit hot pc and all that. Im pleased cause now i can compete with the masses. Plus I havent downloaded any MP3's in a while now and there are a few things I want to get... plus the odd movie here or there would be good.

Its 08.17 of Friday morning, at least its friday... Im doing the unthinkable and listening to my Mp3's at the moment, Damien Rice singing a cover to the Radiohead classic 'Creep'. "...what the hell am I doing here, I dont belong here...whatever makes you happy, what ever you want, your so very special, I wish i was special, but Im a creep, Im a weirdo..."

Tonight, is going to be a quiet one I think. If anything I might just play Championship Manager, which I bought yesterday. I have some great memories of that game, its the absolute best. I remember while I was at Uni, Me and Lee would sit in his room for days on end playing the game to its death. I loved it, those were some great time. I really miss him and everyone from Uni. Lee, Toby, Gary, Dave, Pete and we cant forget Cat. Ahh well.

Ok, im listening to this song now, Its 'Childish' by Damien Rice... here are the lyrics:

Childish
I'm so childish
A little bit wildish
With my rumdiddlyumdiddlyumdiddly
I'm so deep

Well I'm so garish
A little unfairish
The way I pick you up
And drop you in a heap

I'm so unfaithful
In fact I'm a plateful
I won't kiss her
But I'll stare her up all night

I'm a stormy little singer
An unstable little swinger
If you're coming
Come prepared for a fight

Well I'm so childish
A little bit wildish
With my rumdiddlyumdiddlyumdiddly
I'm so deep

Well I'm so uncaring
Do far too much swearing
And if you read through my behaviour
You'll find I'm a creep

I'll play a stormer
Yet in the corner
I'll be grumpy on my own
Like I don't care

I'm a stormy little singer
An unstable little swinger
With a big rip
In the arsehole of my flares

Well I'm so childish
A little bit wildish
With my rumdiddlyumdiddlyumdiddly
I'm so mad

I'm so truthful
A little bit bruteful
But in sooth I know not
Why I am so sad

I try my bestest
Well as far the restest
Well it's just stuff that comes out wrong
And gets misunderstood

I'm a dandy little dreamer
A doctored misdemeanour
A didactic destiny schemer
Bare with me if you would

(trumpets)

Yo!!!
Now Playing: You got it bad - Usher
Topic: Life update
Hey People, Its Friday afternoon 14:43 to be exact and ive just come back from the barbers. A nice cut to!
Fridays are always goof... tehy seem to pass alot faster than your normal day and you cant wait for the end to come, which is just around the corner!

What are you up to tonight? or for the rest of the weekend for that matter? It's Simon's birthday tomorrow and it was Lynsey's birthday yesterday... so tomorrow im going to a meal for Simon's and then im going out for Lyns's. Should be a good night, lets hope i can fit everything in!

Nat.
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Weezer
Topic: Life update
Weezer are class. Anybody who doesnt know or own their "blue" album is a uncultured moron!

So how are you?
I'm good, but not even close to being as happy as Natalie is today!
I saw her on Sat night in Jaks and she told me about her delight at getting an interview for her dream job working at her mothers school. She was soo excited. It was good to see her that happy. Well, today the interview was held and the girl got it! How fantastic is that!
Good on you Nat!
Im well happy for you!

The Last Day
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Weezer - Keep Fishing
Topic: Life update
Hey,
Things are'a changing!
Today is my Last day in the company of Brown Rudnick and Mitie... Alas its been fun but im glad im leaving... although im going to miss the guys here loads.
This week has been the week of change. Firstly I broke up with Leanne on wednesday. It was a hard choice to make. Luckily Leanne and me are staying friends which is great. Im glad i met her as I had a great time with her, hopefully we can have some great times still, as friends. I think ill post a seperate thing for this subject.
So that was the first thing, obviously there is also the job, im leaving. I hope they miss me as much as ill miss them. But we all move on eventually.
Some people when they leave a job, leave on bad terms... But im lucky... these people im hoping will continue to be my friends, and iev been asked if id like to come back for a party next week... so i will.
Only 2 Hours left.... woo hoo!

2 whole weeks
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Weezer
Topic: Life update
So hey....
Yeah, can you believe it, it's been a whole 2 weeks since the last posting. And a week before that one.... you would think that I have been really inactive, but it's more that I've been busier than ever. It's my last week at this job. Think about it, the last week at a job is always filled with anticipation for the coming week and the new job, you kind of cant wait for the next step to begin and to move on to the coming challenges that lie ahead of you. But then you know that the week your in, isn't going to be busy, and you will get plenty of chances to piss about and do what you like. Especially your last day, You are obliged to have a long extended lunch, a few long chats with the female contingent of the company and if your lucky a nice back hander and a shake of the hand from the boss. I'm a little lucky on this front; both my top bosses are in the US this week.
So what have you all been doing these last two weeks? Been busy... Have I seen any of you? I probably haven't, except for the obvious, Leanne and the lads!
I've been really busy at work to... Pat was on holiday for 2 weeks so I was nice and covered her role, which was really hard, cause I was on my feet all day. I totally underestimated what Pat does for this company; she is a hard worker and a tough lady. I'm well impressed by what she does for the company. I'm really going to miss her when I leave though. She is like a surrogate mother to me.
I watched Spiderman 2 last night. I know it's not in the cinema yet but I got the DVD from a bloke in the pub near my Dad's. I tell you, it's a class film, I totally recommend it. I'm still going to see it in the cinema when it does come out... it's that good!
Well, I'm going to sign off now, hopefully not for to long. See you soon!